dear diary...

05/27/2025

are we rocking with the new theme?

the green has washed from my hair, and right now, i'm blonde...and actually, i really like it like this. i might just...keep bleaching it as much as i can without damaging my hair? i don't know!

welcome to my beachy web corner. have some watermelon slices and a cream soda. fufufu!

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

05/26/2025

i'm overhauling my website again! i know, i know- i JUST rebuilt it...but like, i wanna try and build it from scratch, rather than using a template. so it'll be a bit harder, but it'll be worth it, i think!

i've been feeling...i don't know, beachy? it's summer and i wanna eat watermelon slices and swim! i wanna go to the beach so bad. so that's what we're gonna go for! tropical angel arc...

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

05/24/2025

gumbo did good at the vet yesterday, but he sure wasn't happy! we go back for an x ray in a few days though. for now, he's got pills and he got a shot, and both are helping well enough! still limpy, but he's eating and drinking and cuddling. so we are okay! for now.

in other news: i made new friends on toontown! we have each other's discords now fufufu...i'm so C: HAPPY!! toontown corporate clash is slowly building my social circle LMAO

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

05/22/2025

THE LITTLE SHIT. had a scare with gumbo getting out and running away while we were out. we came home and he wasn't anywhere in the house, or the garage, or tucked away napping. we thought he did get out into the garage, and from there wandered outside.

after a long search, daniel and i cried on each other, thoroughly convinced we'd never see our baby again. AND HE HAS THE GALL TO WALTZ BACK IN!! and stare at us with that stupid blank stare. SO OF COURSE we hugged and cuddled him and i made him a fresh bowl of wet food, which he scarfed down happily before going to lay with his dad.

we're scheduling his vet appointment now. BASTARD!

(i'm so glad he's safe)

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

05/21/2025

things have been stressful. gumbo's paw suddenly is injured again- he completely can't set it on the ground now. he's hopping around on his other three legs. he's real skittish and shaky and he can hardly lay down without yowling.

i don't know. it's a lot. we're gonna take him to the vet when we get paid tomorrow, but i'm stressed. i'm worried about my baby and i don't know what to do.

with peace and love, angel.

05/19/2025

i'm finally working on adding more interactive features to the website! and by that i mean...using rpg maker for once! i paid for it ages ago and still haven't made a game...

things have been uneventful lately! the digitomo server's been quiet and i'm wondering if the vibes have shifted because there are new people? i hope not, because i want everyone to be able to get along and hang out same as before. i am eager to get to know everybody who has joined, and i hope the others are, too...!

mmh...that's it. i really don't have much to write about these days. i have a total of two watermelon blossoms, though! so here's to hoping they grow big and healthy.

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

05/14/2025

i am so tired. i stayed up all night again and i did sleep to make up for it, but i'm still sleepy...i haven't had any caffeine today and it's so very evident.

i think i'm going to work on an oc page, or a new mini comic series! just stuff to keep me busy while i'm waiting for my fasfa...i need to apply to college already, uwah...

also, we cast early for digitomo! the new voice actors are delightful :) it baffles me how many people with genuine professional experience auditioned for a cartoon i decided to make on a whim. i'm no animator and i'm more of a friend than a director, but i was still given a chance, and i appreciate it!

i actually remembered to take my medicine today. now i have to go make dinner, huhuhu.

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

05/11/2025

uohhgh...my body forced itself to fix its sleep schedule, because i fell asleep at 11 pm and woke up at 9 today! i'm up before 6pm and i am kinda glad tbh -u- more time with my friends and such.

gumbo's all better! he took his medicine so well and he finished the whole bottle with minimal squirming. his paws are no longer swollen and he's back to his loving, playful self. the chickens are getting bigger, the garden is thriving, and today i saw nugget kill and eat a rat. eventful, and yet, not very much happening at all!

we're casting for DIGITOMO! in four days. i can't wait! i always love meeting new VAs. i hope they're able to match our energy, fufufu...

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

05/09/2025

IT'S BEEN A FEW DAYS, BUT CONSTRUCTION IS BASICALLY DONE (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

i really put a lot into this, and the templates i used helped SO MUCH. i wanted to make this site a lot more interactive, and i will continue to strive to do so- so if you guys have any fun things you think i should embed, suggest them!

this website will never be like. DONE. i will always be itching to add stuff to it...BUT FOR NOW IT'S PRESENTABLE...so HUZZAH!

anyways. back to daydreaming about buck ruffler.

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

05/06/2025

It's been an interesting few days. I went to my first rodeo, and it was fun! Made me feel really, umm, Texan? XD I DON'T KNOW!! I also had to fire one of my VAs for, um...laughing at people dying and condoning child abuse. So that was fun. By fun I mean: WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE NORMAL.

Gumbo's doing better, though! Less limpy, a bit more active now. The medicine is helping and he takes it surprisingly well! Pickle and Brunhilde are also getting pretty big. Definitely bigger than when I first adopted them, my sweet chickies! Even the garden is thriving; except the spinach. It's too hot to plant spinach -_-

^_^ I am gonna remodel my entire neocities. I dunno why. I just feel the need to. Fufufu...big changes to be made around here!

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

05/03/2025

Back from the vet! He thinks Gumbo has some kind of blood infection, hence why his paws are swelling up. His fever was up a little higher today than last time, so he got a steroid as well as a pill he has to take every day. Daniel will be the one giving Gumbo his pill, as I am...squeamish.

So we aren't out of the water yet ಥ_ಥ but all things considered, it could be worse! He's still eating and moving around, and even if he's a tad skittish he's still a big cuddlebug...especially when I'm trying to use the computer, huhuhu...

ヾ(〃^∇^)ﾉ Positive vibes for now. Hopefully his medicine works as it should, and he's back in tip top shape soon enough! For now, we're keeping a close eye on our baby. I have a script to finish so that's the plan for today, but within the next couple of weeks, expect a short with voice acting! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

04/29/2025

Things aren't looking fantastic for Gumbo...he has a lump on his paw; the one he wasn't limping on, mind you. So now both of his front paws are hurting, and we aren't sure what the lump is. It's kinda big. We're going to the vet tomorrow, so we're hoping that it's a cyst and not a tumor...and if it is a tumor, it isn't malignant.

He hasn't eaten much today, but he also hasn't been quite so lethargic! So we're holding out hope and keeping a positive front. Everyone, please send your good vibes Gumbo's way!

On a lighter note...I finally finished Lucky Star! Which shouldn't have taken me as long as it did, but I've been lazy...I also started reading Yotsuba. It's so cuuuute! ≧◡≦ I'm also halfway through the first draft of the DIGITOMO! pilot, and I've scripted three shorts!

I should stop here. I'm gonna eat a late dinner and take some Melatonin, fufufu.

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

04/25/2025

Had to replace my keyboard bc...I spilled vodka on it. PAIN! ಠ益ಠ This one's a different size so it's harder to type on...and on top of that! The jerks who do the yard work saw my watermelon patch barricaded and closed off so they WOULDN'T MOW...so instead of asking us, they went in with a WEED EATER and CUT THEM ALL UP BY HAND. WHY would they do that?! My babies were thriving and growing so well, but they've all been chopped to bits...we replaced them today, but it's still so devastating...

BUT today hasn't been all doom and gloom! We went to get more chicks and I picked out two of my own; the rest of them belong to the family, but Pickle and Brunhilde are my daughters. I'm going to love and care for them. They're so cute and sweet!♥‿♥

I'm gonna apply for college today...I need to get the basics out of the way at the very least, and maybe commit to fully learning Japanese （ ´_⊃｀）this is a huge step for me and my OCD...so...we're gonna power through it!

That's all. Here are Pickle and Brunhilde! Aren't they so cute?

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

04/23/2025

Gr...not much to talk about lately. I've been drawing a LOT of backgrounds and writing a LOT of scripts for DIGITOMO!...ਉ_ਉ mfw making an original series actually requires doing work...

We've gotten a LOT of good auditions, though, which I'm pretty excited about! I already have a few that I'm strongly considering...BUT! I am exercising patience, and waiting until the deadline to cast...huhuhu! (●´ω｀●)

I'm a lot more excited to work on this than CARNAGE, OBSCURED...which I feel a little bad about, but I've definitely had a lot more creative freedom with original content, so...shucks (n˘v˘•)¬ it is what it is! fwahaha...

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

04/20/2025

SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED ಥ_ಥ i've been STRUGGLING to make the DIGITOMO! website...BUT it's finally done for now, yay!

it's easter and the family is over ●︿● i will be drinking tonight. i lied about taking a break LMFAO but i won't be getting like...blackout drunk! so there's that...

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

04/16/2025

i installed mizuoto sui's ukagaka ghost and she's helped a lot keeping organized actually? because she has a to do list function. （ミ￣ー￣ミ） i seriously need an anime mascot on my screen to get me to do my tasks...there is no hope for me, wuuwuu...

◎[▪‿▪]◎ i wonder how hard it would be to design an ukagaka ghost? to be honest, i'm no good at coding, but i am slowly learning...

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

04/15/2025

so incredibly hungover today...o(╥﹏╥)o to tell u guys the truth, i might have a bit of a problem,,

oh well. that was my last drinking endeavor for a WHILE ┐(‘～`；)┌ i have better things 2 do with my time...like...um...draw anime girls...?????

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

04/14/2025

i woke up before 3 pm today! (◎≧v≦)人(≧v≦●) yay me!! huhu...

gonna see if we can set up the exercise bike today...as well as add a few more cute features to my website. i also got to make friends with peeg on spacehey! i love peeg (*ˊᗜˋ*) they're my best friend hehe

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

04/13/2025

i...accidentally stayed up all night （ミ￣ー￣ミ） it's 7:30 a.m. as i'm writing this...i didn't mean to! i got so invested in making stuff to update this silly website that i lost track of time. i wonder if my husband will scold me...(⊙﹏⊙)

anyway...i made a cute little mascot for my website. i think it captures my um. mild alcoholism?? i guess? LOL (─‿‿─) ok i need to get myself to stop working now SOMEHOW...

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

04/12/2025

ok it's not actually the 12th. i'm just trying to test out adding multiple entries to this thing. so far it's been miserable! ｡･ﾟ･(*ﾉД`*)･ﾟ･。 we'll get there...we will get there friends. that's what i keep telling myself. i am going insane a bit(*꒦ິㅿ꒦ີ)

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^

this is a test entry! i'm still new to learning the ropes when it comes to neocities and html, so i am attempting to build my diary page. we're slowly getting there! ＼(^-^)／ this is a little harder than i realized...i don't know what most of this stuff means! nonetheless, i'm excited to learn...even if it's been a tad difficult. ( ಠ◡ಠ )

with peace and love, angel. ^‿^